Book 01 · Published

Heartaches

A poetry & art memoir

A deeply personal visual memoir assembled from poems written across more than twenty-five years—an archive of pain, identity, endurance and the stubborn human instinct to survive.

Published
August 2019
Format
Paperback · 118 pages
Publisher
8square Press
ISBN
978-1-73447-100-7
Heartaches book cover

About the book

There is power
in naming pain.

Heartaches turns private history into a shared encounter. It follows Donovan Lord through love and loss, racism and homophobia, loneliness and identity crisis, mental illness and the complicated work of moving forward.

Drawn from poems written from adolescence into adulthood, the collection creates an autobiographical arc without smoothing away its difficult edges. Artwork and photography by Donovan accompany the poems, giving the book the character of both memoir and visual archive.

The result is candid rather than ornamental: a record of what hurt, what endured and what became possible after the experience was finally given language.

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Inside Heartaches

A life told through
emotional flashpoints.

01

Love & loss

Desire, heartbreak, unrequited love and the emotional residue relationships leave behind.

02

Race & identity

The experience of growing up biracial in small-town Texas and learning to name the forces that shape belonging.

03

Queer life

Homophobia, isolation and the insistence on living honestly inside a culture that often resists difference.

04

Mental health

Unfiltered writing about suicidal thoughts, hopelessness, pain and the gravity of emotional survival.

05

Art & image

Original artwork and photography expand the poems into a visual memoir as well as a literary one.

06

Transformation

Not a simple redemption story, but a record of moving forward, breaking patterns and accepting the self.

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